Paris Hilton on pretending to be a “Barbie airhead,” to hide childhood trauma

Paris Hilton on pretending to be a “Barbie airhead,” to hide childhood trauma

Paris Hilton long gave the world the perception she was a ditzy blonde – a party-hopping socialite riding tabloid headlines and reality TV fame to the bank. Now, however, she says that public image she portrayed was just an act, in an interview with Tracy Smith for “CBS Sunday Morning,” to be broadcast September 6.

Hilton, now 39, said that her public image is drastically different from the real Paris Hilton. She also said that she has been hiding the pain of childhood trauma she suffered years earlier.

“There’s so many differences,” Hilton said, between the real Paris and what she portrayed. “With the character, it’s mostly kind of this blonde, bubbly, kind of Barbie airhead. And, in real life, I’m the exact opposite. … I’m not a dumb blonde. I’m just very good at pretending to be one.”

Paris Hilton, right, with correspondent Tracy Smith.

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Hilton is revealing that other side at the same time “This is Paris,” a new film that debuts on YouTube September 14, describes a time in her childhood too painful to talk about. Hilton said she was a teen with a wild streak and that her strict parents sent her to a series of “behavior modification schools.” She maintains that, while attending the Provo Canyon School in Utah, she was abused, choked and hit.

In a statement, officials of the Provo Canyon School told “CBS Sunday Morning” that the facility was sold by its previous owners in August 2000 and could not comment on “the operations or patient experience prior to this time” – adding that they “do not condone or promote any form of abuse.”

Hilton told Smith she never revealed the truth to her family. “When I got out, I was just so grateful and so happy to be free and to be out of there that I just didn’t want to bring it up,” Hilton said. “I was, like, I’d rather, you know, just never talk about this. Just don’t think about it. And the moment I stepped out of that building is when I decided I’m never telling this story to anyone, ever.”

But she is telling the world now in a film that, she says, shows her real personality. “I think when people see the film, they’re going to see a completely different side,” said Hilton. “And they’re going to see I am human, and I do have feelings.”

Hilton also talked with Smith about her childhood; her career; her fashion and merchandise empire; and why she’s opening up now.

She also ties an infamous 2003 sex tape scandal to that experience years earlier in Utah. “That would never have happened if I hadn’t gone to that school,” Hilton said. “I just feel when I got out of that school, I was so lost. And then I ended up meeting the person who did that. And I never would have let someone like that in my life if I hadn’t gone through such experiences. And therefore, I would have never put myself in that situation. But I just wanted love so bad. I didn’t really know. I was so naïve. And I trusted the wrong person. And that’s something I’ll regret for the rest of my life.”

To watch a trailer for the film “This Is Paris,” click on the video player below:

The Paris Hilton you never knew | This Is Paris (Official Trailer)

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