At the height of his fame, one of the world’s biggest names in dance music walked away from it all.
For years Avicii, whose real name was Tim Bergling, had battled crippling anxiety and agonising pain as he toured the world almost constantly.
Finally, unable to cope with the pressure and stress he was under, the DJ walked away from fame and stopped touring all together.
Tragically, just two years later, aged just 28, Tim took his own life. It left his family, friends and fans around the world devastated.
In a heartbreaking letter to Avicii’s fans, his family said Tim had “really struggled with thoughts about Meaning, Life, Happiness. He could now not go on any longer. He wanted to find peace.”
Before quitting live performances and walking away from his career, Avicii had tried to take a break to recuperate from several serious health problems and his anxiety.
But despite cancelling his shows for eight months so he could work on new music, as soon as he was thrust back into the limelight, all his old problems resurfaced and the young DJ knew it was time to call it a day.
In an emotional open letter to fans he said: “I know I am blessed to be able to travel all around the world and perform, but I have too little left for the life of a real person behind the artist.
“My path has been filled with success but it hasn’t come without its bumps.
“I’ve become an adult while growing as an artist, I’ve come to know myself better and realise that there’s so much I want to do with my life.
“I have strong interests in different areas but there’s so little time to explore them.”
He took the opportunity to thank his brother and manager Ash, his team, artists and musicians he’s worked with and fans.
Tim added: “But last but not least thank you to every fan who has ever bought a ticket or snuck in, bought a song or downloaded it, commented on posts or hated at them.
“It’s your thoughts and ideas about the music that helped me evolve and I do owe everything I have to you.”
But it seems not everyone was happy with the decision.
Despite his friends describing him as a “ticking timebomb” before he took to the stage for a set, his management still tried to force him to keep touring.
One pal said: “He is like a shell of what he used to be. The guy I used to know isn’t there any more.”
Tim himself issued a chilling plea to those pushing him to keep performing live.
In backstage footage, shown in Avicii: True Stories on BBC Three, he says: “I have told them I don’t want to play anymore, that it will kill me.
“I don’t want to even entertain the idea of doing another gig.”
While the decision may have come totally out of the blue for those who had followed the career of the DJ from Stockholm, in reality Tim had been struggling with fame for years.
Avicii’s rise to become one of the biggest names in dance music started in 2011 when he released his first EP, Levels.
A huge hit around the world, it propelled the young star into the stratosphere and soon he was in demand to work with some of the biggest names in the business.
However, the constant touring, promotion and life on the road quickly started to take its toll on Tim, who suffered from excrutiating health problems that left him in agony and hospitalised.
Harrowing footage lays bare the superstar DJ’s devastating battle with pain and illness that plagued him as he flew around the globe.
Avicii: True Stories reveals what life was life for the shy DJ as it opens the doors on what really happened backstage on his relentless round-the-world tours.
Tim was just 21 when his track, Levels, launched him into the mainstream.
The shy, quiet young man from Stockholm had given everything to persue his dream of being a DJ and music creator.
Recording with friends, he soon came to the attention of promotor Arash Pournouri.
Initially playing small shows, it was after playing the then unreleased Levels at Governor’s Island in New York that word really started to spread about the young prodigy from Sweden.
The impact of the song was huge and catapulted Avicii straight to the A-list.
From playing small club nights in his native Stockholm he was now headlining the Ultra festival with Madonna.
And that’s when things really started to change for Tim.
He told the documentary: “For the first time I could afford a tour manager and didn’t have to fly coach everywhere by myself.
“I was a young, single guy and everything was one big party. We realised we could tour the whole year round so that’s what we did.”
And soon the shows starting racking up at an alarming rate – hundreds in just one year but for shy Avicii, it was starting to take its toll.
He said: “In the beginning I was too afraid to drink before shows because I was afraid I’d screw it up but I realised I was too stiff so I started having a couple of drinks before going on.
“I saw other DJs drinking, who had been doing that for 10 years for every show.”
It was during his Australian tour that the first serious signs something was badly wrong became apparent.
Avicii was on a flight when he started suffering from agonising stomach pains and was rushed to hospital when he landed.
He was diagnosed with pancreatitis and told he was not well enough to perform.
In chilling footage, the DJ – clearly in a huge amount of pain – is seen asking if its possible for him to be discharged so he can continue with his tour.
Doctors strongly advised him against him performing. Unable to eat or drink without pain, an exhausted looking Avicii is clearly struggling.
He said: “The hospital visit was a terrible experience but what was much worse was the pain afterwards.
“I would wake up every day and was in pain. It was constant and everything was in a haze and I didn’t know how long I could keep going like that.”
But things were not slowing down for the world’s most in demand DJ. In 2013 his single Wake Me Up launched him into the stratosphere and the touring became relentless.
Avicii, who admits he “hates being the centre of attention”, was struggling to cope.
He said: “I was in so much pain but all I was given was medicine and told ‘take this and you’ll feel better’.
“It was like heroin but it also wasn’t helping the pain but I just assumed the doctors knew what they were doing.
“Having the pancreatitis wasn’t the problem, it was the pain that stays with you aftewards. At first it was for a month and then it was for four months.
“I was taking 20 pills a day but they kept telling me it wasn’t addictive. I was still anxious and then I started touring again.”
While flying around the globe on private jets and playing in front of huge crowds of adoring fans sounds amazing, in reality it was having a devastating impact on Tim.
In just seven years, he played a massive 813 shows – the equivalent of one every three days.
“It was like heroin but it also wasn’t helping the pain but I just assumed the doctors knew what they were doing.
“Having the pancreatitis wasn’t the problem, it was the pain that stays with you aftewards. At first it was for a month and then it was for four months.
“I was taking 20 pills a day but they kept telling me it wasn’t addictive. I was still anxious and then I started touring again.”
While flying around the globe on private jets and playing in front of huge crowds of adoring fans sounds amazing, in reality it was having a devastating impact on Tim.
In just seven years, he played a massive 813 shows – the equivalent of one every three days.
He said: “There was never an end to the shows, even when I gave myself a few months off I couldn’t relax because my mind was always focused on when I was going to start touring again.”
That’s when he realised he needed to quit.
He said: “I’ve been away for six months and I’ve done everything I can and straight away I’m stressed and I still don’t like performing.
“I don’t know how to explain to people that my life is all about stress.”
Just a month after retiring, Tim seemed to be on the road to recovery.
In a poignant interview he said: “It’s only been a month since I did my last show and I feel like I did when I was 18.”
Just two years later, on April 20, 2018, he had taken his own life.
Following his tragically early death, Tim’s family released a moving open letter to his fans.
It said: “Our beloved Tim was a seeker, a fragile artistic soul searching for answers to existential questions.
“An over-achieving perfectionist who travelled and worked hard at a pace that led to extreme stress.
“When he stopped touring, he wanted to find a balance in life to be able to be happy and to do what he loved most – music.
“He really struggled with thoughts about Meaning, Life, Happiness. He could now not go on any longer. He wanted to find peace.
“Tim was not made for the business machine he found himself in; he was a sensitive guy who loved his fans but shunned the spotlight.
“Tim, you will forever be loved and sadly missed. The person you were and your music will keep your memory alive.”