The Big Brother star, 43, said she felt and her partner were 'broken' as she announced she had a miscarriage
Aisleyne Horgan Wallace heartbroken after losing fifth baby in miscarriage
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Aisleyne Horgan-Wallace has announced she has tragically lost her fifth baby in a devastating miscarriage.
The grieving Big Brother star, 43, took to social media on Monday to share her heartache, telling her followers she and her partner were 'broken'.
Aisleyne said she feels "completely torn apart", having previously lost four babies - with one of them being stillborn - before doctors found out she had rhesus-negative blood.
She wrote: "Everyone knows I've been through this before.
"But never have I ever been so excited and happy and ready for a baby as I was this time. And him too.
"It hurts every time. But this time. Even more. Is that OK? Do u understand?"
She went on to open up about her partner's heartbreak, writing: "When a mother loses child we all rally around her, and sometimes he, the father is lost in the mayhem.
"He loved baby. He dream to meet, hold, protect, provide... he slept on and kissed my belly every night. He's broken. Not.Just.Me.”
Referring to her previous heartbreaking losses, she also said: “Again and again and again and again. I just wanna be with my babies.”
The star also posted the news on her Twitter account, along with picture that said: "I may have only held you in my womb for a moment but I will hold you in my heart forever."
"This weekend we lost our baby. We are broken. I am totally torn apart. Again and again and again. When will this stop," she tweeted with the photo.
Aisleyne Horgan Wallace had several miscarriages
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She fears she won't be able to have children
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After seeing the news, friends took to her social media to throw their support behind her and send their condolences.
Danielle Mason commented: "Sorry to hear this hope u r ok ash," (sic), while Chloe Khan added: "Sending love beautiful . So sorry to read."
Gemma Atkinson said: "I’m so sorry for you both."
Aisleyne previously opened up about her fears of not being able to have children.
"I’m really starting to panic that it’s just not going to happen for me," she revealed in June.
She said that her career took priority and, now, she's fully aware of how a woman's 'clock is always ticking'.
"I just have to hope and pray that I’ve not left it too late to have my miracle baby," she explained to The Sun.
The star said she was weighing up all her options, which include using a sperm donor, fostering, adopting, or having a child with her gay best friend.
The Miscarriage Association (01924 200 799) miscarriageassociation.org.uk supports women affected by miscarriage, ectopic and molar pregnancies. If you’re worried about a loved one you can also call the helpline which is manned Monday to Friday, 9am-4pm, or email info@miscarriageassociation.org.uk
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